What I eat seems to directly affect my condition.
Perhaps it is because of colon cancer.
For a few days, I felt relatively well. Yesterday, however, there was bleeding again.
During those better days, I even wondered whether surgery was truly necessary. It made me realize how delicate the situation actually is.
I went out to buy things for my upcoming hospital stay, but despite needing them, I suddenly lost the motivation and returned home without purchasing anything.
I could not bring myself to buy something only for the sake of hospitalization.
I wanted something I could still use after leaving the hospital, something I could genuinely like.
What a troublesome personality.