My condition has improved considerably.
I am genuinely happy that I can casually go out for a meal or have a drink again.
It is not that I want to overindulge.
Simply knowing that I can eat or drink whenever I want seems to make me feel lighter than I expected.
Have I returned to an ordinary life?
I still have regular hospital visits.
Compared with before the surgery, I certainly need to use the bathroom more often.
But I have grown accustomed to that as well.
I am learning to live comfortably with my body as it is.
I do not feel restricted.
Perhaps that matters more than whether restrictions actually exist.